rip granny. we are going to miss you. I love you!

i love you granny.

 

this is my granny. she has been a survivor from breast cancer and all around strong woman. she has lived a long life, but its her time to join her husband in heaven. we need you here with us, but we know heaven is a better place for you. we dont want you to suffer anymore. please help my family and i pray for a painless journey to heaven for my granny. we love you!

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

The Serenity Prayer

ughhhh.

so lately i have just been feeling like i am nothing but a screw up. i know that im not, but it just feels like everyone is on my back and there is nothing i can do to get the the fuck off. i just feel like the one person that i want to just have my back is right there with all the other people, stressing me out! i know that im not doing the right things right now and im procrastinating, but damn, shut the fuck up!!!!!!!! im just wanting to vent right now, and i feel that a blog is the only way i can because no one will listen without putting there opinion in, and thats not what im looking for.
other than that i am doing pretty good i guess lol ive been working and not going to school so its been like heaven. lol well not really heave because i have to work, but you get what im saying. all i care about is the moolah. ohhh... another thing ive been really into... trying to make videos for youtube, blogging, taking pictures, and makeup. makeup shopping, doing makeup, learning more about makeup, etc. i really want to go to cosmetology school! i would really love to be able to do professional makeup. idk though. we'll see how everything goes tomorrow when i call around and check out the cos school in my area.

well its 3:10 am. i need to get to bed so i can get everything done tomorrow lol
xoxo, Brooke

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