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i need to stop being so lazy. sorry i havent been posting any blogs! once again i have been superrrr busy with moving! but im back and i will be posting blogs!
wanna see my new apartment? go check out a tour of it on my youtube channel!
my channel: http://youtube.com/bbaisden

Love Brooke!

some pics from today (:

heres some pics from today :) i love my boo!




here's my bday outfit! hope you like it!

bdayyyy

yayyy. officially 19 (:
happy birthday to me!

uploading a new video on youtube. random vlogging! check me out and subscribe (:
http://youtube.com/bbaisden

wowwww

i haven't been on here in a while. my apologies.
nothing new has been up. been slacking on youtube thats for sure.
going to look at apartments with Brooklyn tomorrow. hopefully that all goes well. im kind of excited. school starts in 2 months. omg. i dont know if im ready, but i am totally excited!
ohhhh and new hair!

rip granny. we are going to miss you. I love you!

i love you granny.

 

this is my granny. she has been a survivor from breast cancer and all around strong woman. she has lived a long life, but its her time to join her husband in heaven. we need you here with us, but we know heaven is a better place for you. we dont want you to suffer anymore. please help my family and i pray for a painless journey to heaven for my granny. we love you!

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

The Serenity Prayer

ughhhh.

so lately i have just been feeling like i am nothing but a screw up. i know that im not, but it just feels like everyone is on my back and there is nothing i can do to get the the fuck off. i just feel like the one person that i want to just have my back is right there with all the other people, stressing me out! i know that im not doing the right things right now and im procrastinating, but damn, shut the fuck up!!!!!!!! im just wanting to vent right now, and i feel that a blog is the only way i can because no one will listen without putting there opinion in, and thats not what im looking for.
other than that i am doing pretty good i guess lol ive been working and not going to school so its been like heaven. lol well not really heave because i have to work, but you get what im saying. all i care about is the moolah. ohhh... another thing ive been really into... trying to make videos for youtube, blogging, taking pictures, and makeup. makeup shopping, doing makeup, learning more about makeup, etc. i really want to go to cosmetology school! i would really love to be able to do professional makeup. idk though. we'll see how everything goes tomorrow when i call around and check out the cos school in my area.

well its 3:10 am. i need to get to bed so i can get everything done tomorrow lol
xoxo, Brooke

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im so lazy

i cant believe that i can't sleep during the night and i sleep all damn day lol so i bought some stuff off of ebay yesterday. i wonder how long its gonna take? im really bored today. Sam is at school; therefore, i have nothing to do lol
im soooo bored!

what i did today

so today i didn't really do much. i have decided that i want to do makeup tutorials, outfit of the days, hauls, vlogs, etc. on my youtube channel. so i did my first haul on the stuff i've bought the past two days. and i attempted to do a makeup tutorial, but it turned out kind of bad. the lighting was horrible and i had to kind of be quiet lol i also did a bit of organizing in my "room" <>e. so today i just organized my makeup, cleaned my brushes, did some laundry, you know, all the fun stuff =) then tonight sam and i went to see Repo Men. it was a pretty good movie. the ending kind of sucked though. not what i wanted to happen, but i mean, go figure. that happens in every movie i've seen lately. then we came back home and i popped in New Moon as Sam did some homework.
<- thats Sam, my boo, the love of my life. we've been together forever now lol he's so cute ;)

theres not much else i would like to say about my day... have a great one =)


xoxo, Brooke


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